I miss them already well not really, I just miss when it wasn't amazingly painful to swallow, speak or open my mouth

[link] not for the faint of heart.

And I didn't think to bring my camera with me was too nervous and forgot a toothbrush as well, cuz I had to stay over night. I doubt teethbrushing would be fun atm though. Nothing is, though soon I hope this pain will be over.